这一首歌,形容了一切...

當你哭著對我說 你對不起我
原來你和他 不只是好朋友
為你打造的王國 禁不起誘惑
你算准 我會原諒你的選擇

誰 能夠預知的結果
愛 從左胸口出走

愛過了頭 我一個人 狂奔怒吼
我沒有哭 卻讓汗水給吞沒
愛過了頭 沒了出口 就只能放手
我給你自由 為什麼我雙手卻在顫抖


你說他比我幽默 比我懂生活
你喜歡享受刺激 勝過溫柔
愛應該儘情揮霍 我有膽承受
那怕會讓人墮落也勝過沒愛過

誰 能夠預知的結果
愛 從左胸口出走

愛過了頭 我一個人 狂奔怒吼
像隻困獸 舔著傷口的活著
愛過了頭 沒了出口 就只能割捨
我給你自由 為什麼我的心卻在顫抖
別問我 難不難過

像隻困獸 舔著傷口的活著
愛過了頭 沒了出口 就只能割捨
我給你自由 為什麼我的心卻在顫抖
我沒有難過 只是愛你比你愛我更多
....

我给你的信任，换取的只是一个很痛很痛的回报。。痛到已经我也不懂怎样形容了...
我彻彻底底地失望了。。真的很失望。。。真的。。
没想到最后伤害我的人，还是你。。
这是你在我心中割下深深的第二道伤痕..

20 Years and after....

Haha...so fast 1 year past jor...haha...My 20 years old birthday..since till now...have received quite few birthday wish compare with last year...kinda sad la..haha...but its still ok la..What i expect!!
Just wonder...i live in the world for 20 years...what i have done actually?current life like so meaningless...somemore gona end the diploma d...my living eviroment is gona change again d and i guess i wont successful to proceed to advanced diploma with my lovely coursemate them d..haha...i really 不舍得 you guys..sometimes i even feel sorry to all of u about some mistake or problem that i had done to u guys..sorry man..

Besides that, thx for them who wish me just now...thx ya man..

To be continue....

hahaha....Dudia...delay so long jsut update this....wahaha...paiseh...
here some outdated photo...XD



Hmm...after this birthday...haha...almost end of my diploma study life..
after this is final exam d...taking 7 subject...at last fail 4...cant proceed to advanced..
cant proceed to advanced what to do le?sure is lepak first la..haha...
fly here fly there...play for around 3 months...haha..kinda crazy..!!XD
but i just simply enjoy it...haha..
end of June i go stay at macau for 1 week+..go with my grandma..
stay at my uncle house...
but between this 3 month...actually is quite a lots of things happen to me...
first things...health problem...then go for car incident,i bang my mom's car..what the...=.=
First time involve in incident...then kena saman becoz of din pakai the tali topi keledar..ish ish..
Bad luck daooooooooooooooo...

After all of that...I prepared myself to work le..mom keep scold le..haizzz...cham sia...
But now i get the job for celcom customer service d...quite challenging job actually..
but just try on it la...come on..life is short!!!...do whatever and try whatever that u never did before..so now...i started my working life...

Just Some Funny Stuff to share..LOL

A Singaporean was on holiday in Malaysia ........

He was having his coffee, croissants, bread, butter & jam at the hotel's coffee house. A Malaysian man who was chewing gum, sat down next to him & started a casual conversation.

Malaysian: 'You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?'

Singaporean: 'Of course'

Malaysian: 'We don't. In Malaysia , we only eat what's inside.
The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants & sell them across to Singapore .'
The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened in silence.

Malaysian: 'Do you eat the jam with the bread?'

Singaporean: 'Of course'

Malaysian (chuckling): 'We don't. In Malaysia , we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds & other left-over in a container, recycle them, transform them into jam,..... before we sell it across to Singapore .'

This time, the Singaporean retorted: 'Do you have sex in Malaysia ?'

Malaysian: 'Why, of course we do'

Singaporean: 'Do you wear protection'

Malaysian: 'Of course! We wear condoms.'

Singaporean: 'And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?'

Malaysian: 'Stupid question!!! Of course we throw them away.'

Singaporean: 'We don't. In Singapore, the government secretly puts them in a container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them across to Malaysia......., and that's the real reason why we banned chewing gum in Singapore!'

Type of girl~LOL..

Just saw this funny stuff..at my fren's blog..so just copied here..
~*~Type Of Girls~*~

HARD DISK GIRLS:
she remembers everything, FOREVER

RAM GIRLS:
she forget about you, the moment turn her off

WINDOW GIRLS:
everyone know that she can't do a thing right, but no one can live
without her.

SCREENSAVER GIRLS:
She is good for nothing but at least she is fun

INTERNET GIRLS:
Difficult to access

SERVER GIRLS:
Always busy when you need her.

MULTIMEDIA GIRLS:
She make horrible thing look beautiful

CD-ROM GIRLS:
She is always faster and faster.

EMAIL GIRLS:
Every ten things she says, eight are nonsense .

VIRUS GIRLS:
Also known as "wife'' when you are not expecting her, she comes,
install herself and uses all your resources. If you try to uninstall
her you will lose something, if don't try you uninstall her you will
lose everything...

Tired?

Recently..
Nothing special happen..but soon and soon i fell so depress..Start worrying..
Most assignments deadline soon..
Final exam coming soon..
I have 8 subject this sem..
If i din pass my subject...
Monthly Pocket money finish soon..
Girl Friend..
Family..
and bla bla bla..
haiz...dono why...suddenly got so many things to worry..
I am really tired with it...
Since so many things to worry about..but i still dono what i want gona do actually..
Lost direction,what i want,What i need har..

"Human Never satisfied"...Even u already get the best..

突然间的感触....

Hmm....midnight..ntg else to do...back to my blog....my last blog is wrote 2008年8月27日..
wow...there is almost 2 month din update blog d..sometimes is really dono what gona write in my blog..as my last blog saided that my CPU die d...then now i already get a brand new CPU that DIY by myself...haha...first time done this...satisfy d..whole system run smooth..so far no problem appear yet..and hope it wont appear bah!haha...this CPU cost me around 3k...aiks..this 3k make my this few week de life suffer lots...i have to rejects all those extra entertaiment..eat also must eat cheap cheap de food..or else i really need eat grass if i din care my expenses..here are some photo about my CPU....
Think of last semester,got xiong and qing everyday stick with me..and now both of them..move out from house d..xiong back baling be his handPhone shop taukeh..and qing move to prima setapak..now my life back to last last time...lonely d?Nobody Dota d?haha~~!actually not also la..still got fren acompany me..never lonely!XD..but i till miss them!hehe..
Today..is the day that i be togather with my gf 5 month d..quite fast ya....there is so many things happen within this 5 month..hapi?sad?..but thats normal stuff for a couple i think....sometimes i feel that my talking got problems...maybe too direct d bah..and sometime i maybe hurts my gf..but..forgive me ya..>_<"..its hard for me to change...

To be continue.....

收人钱财，替人消灾...

Can a IT student survive without computer?For me is definately NO!For other ppl maybe YES...but its hard for me to do so and 1 question.U like ppl useing ur comp always?closing ur programme,close something without saving and asking?..but I think i am wrong also,coz i cant manage to own a comp......I dono what i gona do...I damn frustrated...Recently also dono why so emotional..Sry for who that staying with me..coz maybe its could affect u guys..I hate myself.why I am so poor.....I hate my comp...why u so weak...Spoil when i need u...now i lost "u"...and I never own any comp now..and i now like 收人钱财，替人消灾...i can't expect anything..What can i do is just pretend..Pretend pretend and pretend..I dont like to be a pretender..pretend is just a lie...like u guys said pretender is like wearing a mask..a faker cant be trusted..

I write all this things is just to express my emotional..and does't means anything..dont misunderstand..haiz...stop here..